Showing posts with label #whatshappenin. Show all posts
Showing posts with label #whatshappenin. Show all posts

Sunday, June 26, 2016

Old Friend, Drinking, and Things Like That.



Hello humans!

It’s a pretty damn time since I wrote again right?  yep, Its been so long indeed. I’m pretty sure my style of writing should be slightly changing by now, isn’t it? Anyway I feel glad to finally be able to be productive again.. here, in the cyber world :) (What an old pun?? why am I so old omg -_-)

SO... I’m 19 right now. YUP I’M THAT OLD. I’M ALMOST 20. And guess what am I doing with my life right now? I’ll be going to college this year!! Yep I’m super excited as to why I decided to be writing again . it’s been a really unproductive time of my life you know…  I’ll be 20 in the next 8 month, and I can’t really tell what I’ve been doing ( or producing ) this past years… I know it sounds pathetic, I know :(

BUT ANYWAY, here’s the recent issues that I’ve been dying to tell you guys…

And that is,

My old gang.




Okay not really a gang, but more of a close friends since junior high? They’re so close that it almost like a family. I repeat ALMOST… cause it certainly didn’t feel like that anymore hehe.

So here it is about my old gang, they’re surely have change. It is normal tho since we’re now (almost) adult. They are now working, drinking, having sex,  doing drugs(?), to put it simply, they’re an adult now. But the thing is.. does doing all of that makes you an adult? Or is it even important to be called an adult when what you’re doing is just basically the same old stupid things but now it is 10x more of the consequences than before?

I learned that to be an adult.. is to be mature, but also wise and open minded. It is not from what you wear, or what you drink/eat, or what you watch… its from what you choose! What you choose is what makes you an adult. Because, by choosing.. it means that you’re selecting the consequences that comes next… by choosing, you have to think about the pros and cons of it, what would brings you harm, and what would brings you any good. by choosing.. it means that you’re thinking…. That, you’re using your brain instead of just following the trend without knowing the impact that will happen to you.
 It is for me, what it called being an adult. 

I’m going to give a piece of my mind and my point of view of drinking. Because apparently we’re going to have a reunion and they’ve started to talk about this drinking stuffs. Well, they think they’re so cool drinking this drinking that, knowing this type of alcohol, blablablah.. honestly I didn’t know why its so cool tho (?) and no, I’m not being salty here, I’m just plain confuse..

 I mean like.. if there are people that look cool drinking, maybe because they are ALREADY cool from the very beginning, so that’s why when they’re drinking they could still look cool nonetheless. Now do you think you’re cool to begin with? ( aye sorry fam, gotta state the fact ), so if you’re just so so, and you drink… and you got tipsy.. and you act dumb, and most probably puke your soul out, is that cool to you?

I mean come on-_-, we (me&myfriendstho) live in a country of a tropical climates, people… Wakeup! Its not like we have winter here… we don’t need those things.


In the end… I’m not gonna judge them or anything. It is what you choose that makes you what you are. Your decision leads to the qonsequences that you as an “adult” have to accept. And by knowing that… well, could you give me a favour?? :) . Pls give me the benefits of drinking.. And I mean like not just one or two, but a list of benefit, cause I guarantee you that I could give the same or even more reason as to not to.


With love,


Dee.

Friday, July 4, 2014

Everything's Gonna Be Alright (Apparently)

Hell-o folks!
long time no update....

Lately i've been feeling really wrong. Like everything around me is just so irritating. At first i don't know what's really bothering me... but now i know, it is   JEALOUSY

It ruined my mood a lot. 

How'd i came up with all of this? it's a long story... startin' when i just feel so freaking sad when my friend left me to hang around together (when basically hanging at the mall would just give me nothing but burdened, and i often avoid that kind of activities). Things get complicated, when i just feel so useless and left behind. I started to feel frustated and my mood is just went off. And not forget to mention about my relationship with this "guy". I feel like a jerk, A BIG JERK. i feel like i toy with him. And i know that it is not fair for him, but i still do it anyway.

Who knows? maybe this is somekind of karma? for treating him like that? for showing careless attitude towards my friend? i don't know.....

 
I JUST WANT TO STAY POSITIVE RIGHT NOW.

I know that satan is just giving me some hard time, making me hating my life each day. And you know what? i'm not letting them win.

There are so many other thing that is really important right now. I'm on my last year at highschool, I don't need any unimportant thing to do or feel about. I need to be focus on what i want to do.

My magic word is.....

Everything's gonna be alright. 

and i still believe on it.
 

Friday, May 16, 2014

Wu Yi Fan Complex

it's been bothering me quite awhile right now. u guys must know it already, right?

KRIS VS SM

KRIS DEPARTURE FROM EXO


KRIS LEAVING SM

KRIS'S LAWSUIT AGAINST SM


NO MORE KRIS?


i can't believe a day like this could actually be happening. i never imagine that kris would do such an action. A BIG ONE, actually. i never know that it already pained him so much that he couldn't bear it anymore. all that i could think is when will they comeback? where will they perform next? what's the upcoming event? what news for today? but don't blame me. i just love them that much. i love them not knowing that my love kills them.

all that i could say right now is just i wish all of them for the best. i know for taking such an "ultra-gigantic action" like what kris did must be because he's just done. he's done with all the shit happens to him. humans have limit, and kris eventhough he's our galaxy man, still is a human.



i'm not gonna blame kris for his action. what he did is NOT A BETRAYAL. i believe that what he did is what's the best for him. he is the only person who knows the truth about himself. he is the only one who knows better about his condition. do u really gonna let him overwork his body until he can't take it anymore? do u really have to wait until he pass out, then you would say that leaving sm is the best for him? ( yes i would say leaving "sm" and not EXO, cause no matter what, kris is a part of EXO, even if in real life it is not, but in my heart it would always be like that) 

but honestly i kinda sad for the other members of EXO. they already work so hard. the intense practice was just sick. they're rarely sleep because of the busy schedule. and now "if" kris really is leaving, there must be some sort of changes in their whole performances right? well i do feel bad about that.

 


EXO are one. they will really miss him. especially EXO M. who's gonna be the leader now? just suho? well i dont think he can manage to do all of that alone. then who? lay? luhan? idk.

I OBVIOUSLY 100% won't believe all regarding rumours stating about members blaming kris. it's just a rumour, without a real fact. even some say that it is better to have a scandal member against member than the member against company. but in the end i do believe in my heroes that they wouldn't do such a thing.

 


 
ooh and by the way, do u remember this?        





yep, it was when EXO on sukira, looong time ago. that time sehun cried.
he said " exo... let's be one, let's be last till the end...."
well sehun, now it's my turn to cry T_T






 

SO, FOR MY DEAR LOVELY GALAXY

i'm not gonna judge you...
i'm gonna support you...
i'm not gonna hate you...
i'm gonna cheer for you...
i'm not gonna forget you...
i'm gonna keep remembering you...


I WILL ALWAYS AKNOWLEDGE THAT :

CHICKEN IS NOT YOUR STYLE

YOU WANNA GO TO THE GALAXY

YOU ARE A COOL IMAGE, BUT AN AWKWARD FREAK AT HEART

AND I KNOW THAT YOU ARE ONE. YOU ARE EXO.

[GIF] Kris’ wink @ Inkigayo 130602 

Always Love, for my one and only KRIS <3

We are ONE! EXO Saranghaja. - KRIS 



Wednesday, February 19, 2014

fairygodmother, please come and find mee :'(

I AM NOT HER. DEFINITELY NOT EVEN ONE PERCENT.

I'M NOT BEAUTIFUL
I'M NOT SMART
I'M CLUMSY
I'M FAT

I DONT SMELL LIKE A $1000 PERFUME
I LOOKED SCARY
I HAVE AN UGLY EYEBROW
I ACT ANNOYING AND COUNTRIFIED





I

AM

JUST

A

BIG

FAT

NOTHING.









happy?


Tuesday, February 4, 2014

17th

Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you
happy birthday happy birthday, happy birthday to you <3

Happy Birthday, Dear......

I hope you become a better person.
Stronger.
Always smile & happy no matter what ^_^

Happy 17th.






Wednesday, January 22, 2014

Feels

When you aware of those feelings.
And you know it is lingering.
And you just can’t help the fact that you can do nothing.
Instead of staring from afar.

Do you, or do you not want him to know?






-D

Tuesday, July 2, 2013

ATTENTION

FOR THOSE WHO READ THIS OR EVEN IF THERE'S NO ONE WHO NOTICE THIS BLOG OR WHATEVER

I NOW PRONOUNCE THAT THIS BLOG IS A PRIVATE JOURNAL OF ME, THIS BLOG IS NOT REQUIRED FOR ANY PROFIT THING. AND IT WILL JUST BE MY BABBLE ALL AROUND.

SO, IF YOU WANT TO READ A GOOD BLOG. THIS IS NOT THE RIGHT BLOG YOU'RE SEARCHING FOR

AND FOR THOSE WHO DOESN'T LIKE IT,
 I DON'T GIVE A FUCK.

Tuesday, February 5, 2013

Age of 16th :')

selamat...pagi siang sore malam!

selamat ulangtahun..selamat ulangtahun...
selamat ulangtahun (insert name here).... selamat ulangtahun... :)

Yeaaaaaaaaay!! today, the exact february 5th finally saya 16 thn sodara2!!


So today was pretty interesting, first of all gw seneng banget karena hari ini masih di Bandung yang berarti hari ini gw "gaksekolah". Damn ini such a heaven yaah... masalahnya selasa adlh hari dimana semua pelajaran berat lo di sekolah berkumpul jdi satu.....Dan gw yakin lo lo lo semua juga punya hari yg kayak gitu kan?? NAH....berarti skrg lo bisa ngerti gmn bahagianya gw hari ini ..Muahahahaha :')



Hal kedua menyenangkan yang terjadi adalah....Banyaknya ucapan selamat yang gw terima . Gw tau itu hal umum yang harusnya terjadi klo lo menjalani kehidupan bersosialisasi dengan baik alias bergaul. Tapi tetep, selamat2 kali ini diucapkan sama orang2 yang gak gw expect bakalan ngucapin ke gw... ya karena berbagai prasangka yang buat gw ngira klo mereka gak+bakal+mungkin peduli, dan ternyata mereka peduli!



Dan hal ketiga yang pastinya jadi alasan kenapa yang namanya " ULANGTAHUN " itu ditunggu2 sama manusia sejagad itu ya pastinya karena klo kita ulangtahun....biasanya ada " KADO " yang mengekor di belakangnya :')

So, langsung aja gw ceritain kronologi 5 february ini :

1. Nyokap,Bokap,Adek2 semua bangunin gw untuk ngasih surprise dengan teriak "HAPPPY BERSDEEEY" (*ini udah jadi semacam ritual setiap tahunnya) dan seperti biasa...gw pura2 kaget 0_0 dan tersenyum layaknya malaikat. 

2. Biasanya abis surprise nomor 1... langsung beralih ke acara buka kado dan potong kue, tp berhubung gw lgi gak dirumah, jdilah kejutan berhenti seketika semua telah mengucap happy birthday... dan yak begitulah kira2 -__-

3. Enggak kok gak sedesperate itu...gw tau apa yg lo pikirin...."kasian sekali dia, dia patut dapet  yang lebih baik dari ini"  Hahahahahaa.... emang sih surprise2nya gituan doang...tapi kadonya men!! wihiiiii!!! semua yang gw mau ada! dikasih! yagak basically semua sih...tpi tetep aja!! thankyou mom! thankyou dad.

here it is, my list of wish :
> a pair of christian siriano's boots
> a hot red leather jacket
> a fancy black skirt
> cool shirts
> demi lovato's live in jakarta concert
> ellie goulding's concert (prettyprettyplease!) *stillamaybe



so, that's all.... next time gw upload rupa2nya... dan yup gw gadapet tiket demi lovato tp gw masih menaruh harapan besar sama ellie goulding....ada yang mau beliin gw?



Smile peeps,
D!