Life Qualities : An actual reminder for the future me.

"If you’re surrounded with great people, 

then great people you will be. "

That’s the thing that I just realized right now. I realized how it affects me so much.. no matter how smart and passionate you are… no matter how diligent you are, if you’re alone… you’ll be just good. not great. 

Why?

The best people, gave you the best push… they will motivated you whether it’s intentional or not. You won’t believe how fantastic your environment could influence you…. It’s either they would support you through the things you think you can never endure. Complementing you in order for you to be confident in what you do. Or, they will be your role model… the figure that you’re routing for. You will idolize them so hard, that makes you want to be like them… do the best in order to be just as great as them.

I might not know it back then. 

But now I know, And for the sake of my newest discovery… I would try my hardest to be able to fit in. I am no social butterfly. Neither am I an outcast. I don’t alienated myself from people… but I do hang with just several people. Mostly the people I comfortable to be with…. I don’t have bestfriend. As simply as I don’t believe in the word “bestfriend”. I hang with everybody…. But just some of them who I considered my actual friend.

My point is,

If you happened to be a person who’s just seeking for a better change in your life…. Then start with changing the group of people you hang with. I’m not telling you to leave your friends and search for the new one… I believe you’re not that dumb. But, if you want to escalate your transformation.. it will be really helpful if you’re accompanied with the best people. For the sake of you, and your life qualities.

With the best love,

 Dee

Everything's Gonna Be Alright (Apparently)

Hell-o folks!
long time no update....

Lately i've been feeling really wrong. Like everything around me is just so irritating. At first i don't know what's really bothering me... but now i know, it is   JEALOUSY

It ruined my mood a lot. 

How'd i came up with all of this? it's a long story... startin' when i just feel so freaking sad when my friend left me to hang around together (when basically hanging at the mall would just give me nothing but burdened, and i often avoid that kind of activities). Things get complicated, when i just feel so useless and left behind. I started to feel frustated and my mood is just went off. And not forget to mention about my relationship with this "guy". I feel like a jerk, A BIG JERK. i feel like i toy with him. And i know that it is not fair for him, but i still do it anyway.

Who knows? maybe this is somekind of karma? for treating him like that? for showing careless attitude towards my friend? i don't know.....

 
I JUST WANT TO STAY POSITIVE RIGHT NOW.

I know that satan is just giving me some hard time, making me hating my life each day. And you know what? i'm not letting them win.

There are so many other thing that is really important right now. I'm on my last year at highschool, I don't need any unimportant thing to do or feel about. I need to be focus on what i want to do.

My magic word is.....

Everything's gonna be alright. 

and i still believe on it.
 

Please don't hurt him, don't hurt them...

I don't like it rite now... i hate it even ;(
Why should it happened this way??

I mean, why them? why now?
Just when they're exactly on the top, suddenly...the lawsuit...those rumours....
And the day could not get any worse, until i found this..


source : koreanherald.com

And this....

What the fuck is this??? i'm sorry i don't mean to be rude.. but SERIOUSLY, what is this guys?
Is it really necessary for him to leave?
Please.... we have lost Kris! Now, you want another more?
I seriously cannot find any logic of this....

At first, i didn't really care about those baekhyun-taeyeon thingy, because I KNOW that whether is it true or not... it's actually their right to date, and it COULD just be a distraction for kris's case... i could not lie and tell you that i didn't feel upset... Baekhyun is one of my top-3 bias, and i was so shocked to hear the news... but in the end, i love EXO as a WHOLE. I would not let my liking for them washed away just because of those things.

I feel uneasy for baekhyun rite now.... the look on his face now is so different with his look in the old times. His cheerfull, easygoing, and also bright chit-chatty personality is just... rarely showed. it's just like he was wearing a mask...

                   

I don't want to see him in pain.....
Eventhough i dont really accept his decision to let his relationship be known to public
(in which i know it would just harm their existence in any way possible)

Please don't hurt him with all those hateful words, you taught him enough lesson guys...
Because, it's not just one person who would get hurt... but also 10 others +1 galaxy would.

Don't ruin EXO just like what SM did.
As a fan, who just loved k-pop just because of EXO and EXO only, i'm begging you....
We Are One.

Baekhyun-Taeyeon?? YOU'RE SM-ED

WELL,

IDGAF

Here's a little poem for sm,

roses are red

violets are blue

sm's are fuckin stupid for throwing this distraction news

 don't think we the fans would believe it, you fools!

oooo.... u mean

                           

                               THIS,

 want some rumour? i can give u hella one...

Wu Yi Fan Complex

it's been bothering me quite awhile right now. u guys must know it already, right?

KRIS VS SM

KRIS DEPARTURE FROM EXO

KRIS LEAVING SM

KRIS'S LAWSUIT AGAINST SM

NO MORE KRIS?

i can't believe a day like this could actually be happening. i never imagine that kris would do such an action. A BIG ONE, actually. i never know that it already pained him so much that he couldn't bear it anymore. all that i could think is when will they comeback? where will they perform next? what's the upcoming event? what news for today? but don't blame me. i just love them that much. i love them not knowing that my love kills them.

all that i could say right now is just i wish all of them for the best. i know for taking such an "ultra-gigantic action" like what kris did must be because he's just done. he's done with all the shit happens to him. humans have limit, and kris eventhough he's our galaxy man, still is a human.

i'm not gonna blame kris for his action. what he did is NOT A BETRAYAL. i believe that what he did is what's the best for him. he is the only person who knows the truth about himself. he is the only one who knows better about his condition. do u really gonna let him overwork his body until he can't take it anymore? do u really have to wait until he pass out, then you would say that leaving sm is the best for him? ( yes i would say leaving "sm" and not EXO, cause no matter what, kris is a part of EXO, even if in real life it is not, but in my heart it would always be like that) 

but honestly i kinda sad for the other members of EXO. they already work so hard. the intense practice was just sick. they're rarely sleep because of the busy schedule. and now "if" kris really is leaving, there must be some sort of changes in their whole performances right? well i do feel bad about that.

 

EXO are one. they will really miss him. especially EXO M. who's gonna be the leader now? just suho? well i dont think he can manage to do all of that alone. then who? lay? luhan? idk.

I OBVIOUSLY 100% won't believe all regarding rumours stating about members blaming kris. it's just a rumour, without a real fact. even some say that it is better to have a scandal member against member than the member against company. but in the end i do believe in my heroes that they wouldn't do such a thing.

 

 

ooh and by the way, do u remember this?        

yep, it was when EXO on sukira, looong time ago. that time sehun cried.

he said " exo... let's be one, let's be last till the end...."

well sehun, now it's my turn to cry T_T

 

SO, FOR MY DEAR LOVELY GALAXY

i'm not gonna judge you...

i'm gonna support you...

i'm not gonna hate you...

i'm gonna cheer for you...

i'm not gonna forget you...

i'm gonna keep remembering you...

I WILL ALWAYS AKNOWLEDGE THAT :

CHICKEN IS NOT YOUR STYLE

YOU WANNA GO TO THE GALAXY

YOU ARE A COOL IMAGE, BUT AN AWKWARD FREAK AT HEART

AND I KNOW THAT YOU ARE ONE. YOU ARE EXO.

 

Always Love, for my one and only KRIS <3

We are ONE! EXO Saranghaja. - KRIS 

Perfect Guy Transformations

Okayyy, kayy i know i'm sorry for all those derpy faces i post earlier....
Well, now is the time for our lovely boys transformation..
Ketchingg...ketchingzz~

Le'Derps

Nightmare, much?

Oh Boy.

God.....where could i find one like this?? WHERE???











Boyfriend Material.Boyfriend Material.Boyfriend Material. <3 <3 <3

My Twelve Headaches.

fairygodmother, please come and find mee :'(

I AM NOT HER. DEFINITELY NOT EVEN ONE PERCENT.

I'M NOT BEAUTIFUL
I'M NOT SMART
I'M CLUMSY
I'M FAT

I DONT SMELL LIKE A $1000 PERFUME
I LOOKED SCARY
I HAVE AN UGLY EYEBROW
I ACT ANNOYING AND COUNTRIFIED





I

AM

JUST

A

BIG

FAT

NOTHING.









happy?

Pleasant Possibilities.

I swear i could crave homework from now on.

Creepin Out With EXO Guys

Thankyou Chanieee~

     


Chaniie chan my channie chan chan~
Thankyou for being my happy virus....
You truly are....
Your existence, is enough of a gift for me.


You heal me. Thankyou.

Expectation VS Reality.

When you expect something,
and it comes out....... the exact opposite.


HAHA.

17th

Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you
happy birthday happy birthday, happy birthday to you <3

Happy Birthday, Dear......

I hope you become a better person.
Stronger.
Always smile & happy no matter what ^_^

Happy 17th.

Feels

When you aware of those feelings.

And you know it is lingering.

And you just can’t help the fact that you can do nothing.

Instead of staring from afar.

Do you, or do you not want him to know?

-D

Endless Happiness?

God... you gave me more than enough,






  





No need to ask for more, indeed.

terus lo berharap gw ngomong gimana?

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